Reminders

Holy shit.
My parents are off for a month to Australia o.o And I couldn't go with them. Staying at my sister's boyfriend.
I turned 18 2 weeks ago.. and I got a criminal record (?) 2 weeks later. God I hate Belgium.

My exams start tomorrow and I studied all day =\

Other than that : I hate everything and everyone with a penis =)

Cya 'round!

It's been a while since I wrote in this, but I noticed not a lot of people still do.. Shame on you.

I went to Paris and it was absolutely breath taking away. I arrived in the evening and stayed there for two nights. I saw the Mona Lisa =D and much more, but of course not everything. I have millions of photos, but most of them are of buildings and Rodin sculptures. I'm definitely going back next year, but then for a week orso.

School is going rather good. I have a shitload of work to do and it's almost drowning me. Maybe I should learn to plan, but nahh. Work is amazing too. Hmm I've been working there for 4 à 5 months there and everyone is so friendly. One already invited himself to the galabal but I don't mind. He's funny and hot, oh yes. Too bad he's too old  =D

I'm turning 18 on Wednesday.. Woot. I'm going shopping in Tilburg that weekend (I'm working this weekend everyday.. Money!) and I'll be old enough to actually visit the coffee shops. Nice nice. after that we're going to this weird 70 80 party. I might dress up like someone from the seventies, you'll get free drinks =D  Almost all my friends are coming except for one, but she pisses me off anyway.

It's a shame I don't have enough time to spend on the internet to actually talk to people. But I guess it's a good thing too, I'm finally doing productive things =D 
And I'm off now!

Alex, if you read this, tell Jasper to call me o.o I miss him.

Okay. People have been telling me my boyfriend cheated on me and he's playing around with other girls behind my back.
So in a few hours I'm going to kick his ass and bite off his penis.

Wish me luck, not that I need it.

Holy shit! It has been ages since I've written on this. I've been freaking busy with school. And I still work in the pizza place.
Other than that.. I've been pretty good. I bought a digital camera and I've made lots of photos. Oh yes, a real artist.
Now that I'm thinking of other things that have happened and I can put here.. My life is pretty boring. Every week is the same..

Umm before I forget: Sally! I'm probably going to Paris end Cctober, beginning of November. But it's only for one day/night. If I go, I'm going to take the first metro/train/however I can get there and I'll take the earliest train the next day back to Belgium. But as soon as I know more, I'll try to send you a message or if that doesn't work, I'll e-mail you.

Alright, my last year in highschool. I might as well make the best of it. We have to work all year on this sort of project. I want to make mine about terrorism, because it's recent and it effects the whole world. But the teacher I went to to talk about it said it wasn't a good object. But I think I'm still going to make it about terrorism..

Oh.. I have a boyfriend thingy.. for more than three months now and so far, it's going well. It has been a while since I've had a normal relationship and it feels okay. It's hard to start something with someone who knows nothing about you. Of course it would be nice if I could share some of my thoughts but most of the time it's too difficult because he knows nothing about...well yeah, my past. It's so weird to have to start all over with someone new. And it sucks to find out that on certain subjects you have a complete different opinion that'll cause troubles.
Ahh like ex boyfriends, mainly Steven because I still talk to him at least once a week. And other stuff I think is normal and he thinks isn't.. Mooh. 

What's up with the rest of you? I know it has been ages since I've had a normal conversation that lasted more than three minutes with any of you..

And Alex, how's Jasper? I sent him a letter like a month ago, but I've heard nothing of him and I wonder what's up with him and if he's doing okay..

Mmmkay I'm going to sleep now..

I'll soon have photos of me with purple-ish/red hair. My friend needs to put them on the computer&e-mail them first. 


That song makes me cry.

I don't think I've ever been this much screwed over.
Thinking about my parents, talking to them, talking about them.. anything that has to do with them makes me want to throw up and leave this fucking house.

I need to move out.

Holy fuck I love Placebo. And I get to see them a second time Saturday August 12th. Whooomp Whoomp? 
Others: Lostprophets, HIM, Arctic Monkeys, Daft Punk!!, DJ Mylo, Panic! At The Disco, and others I've never heard about o.o 

I bought a watch. And it's a fucking hot watch. Whooomp.

o.o

I'm aliiiive!
Hmm it has been ages since I last look the time to check LJ and shiz.
I've been working every Tuesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday in a pizza place with no other girls except my friend in the weekends. But the guys that make the pizzas and those who deliver them are friendly and funny and I enjoy working there. 

Dahhh it's really hot. We finally have a hot summer and I like it. Tan! And alot of swimming going on. 

My sister and her boyfriend (they've been together for +3 years) moved in together in a house my parents bought. So now they only have to pay the water and electricity and stuff, but no rent. Neat-o. I'll be all lonely and shit.

Hmm what else has been happening.. It's almost been 2 months ago I met Gert..
Haha maybe too much information coming your way right now : He's the second guy I've had sex with o.o Oh wow I don't know. It's almost as deep and amazing and wonderful as I had with .. Jasper, almost, but then touchable.. I donno, maybe it's summerlove or maybe we last longer, we'll see. All I know is I really like spending my time with him and..yeah. 't was about time I got my ass out of the house and actually did something with my life instead of always wasting my time not working and just hanging around everywhere. Yay, progress.

Ok that was all for now. I have some pictures, recent ones, I took this first month off. I can't show all of them, but here are a few random picked. 

Meuuuhhh.. Got back from Werchter on Monday. I was so, so, so tired. But I got to see Franz Ferdinand, Placebo, Sean Paul, Kanye West, RCP, Black Eyes Peas, Manu Chao, Depeche Mode, dEUS, Hooverphonic, Live, Muse, Starsailor .. and many more.
It was fucking awesome and I'm so going back there next year.

Ooooh I fainted for the very first time! On Sunday.. I dunno, it was too hot and I wasn't really sober and so.. yeah.

Soccer sucks.

I've got 2 months off now.. !!!

And I'm going to bed now.

I was bored and so I stole this from Tania. 

Oh fuck. I hate school.
Hate. It.
Thank god I only have another 11 hours classes and then I have exams.
I had a little...arguement today with my French teacher and I really wanted to hit him, but instead I just went outside and waiting for half an hour until French course was over.
Ah I'm going to work in Pizza Talia on Saturday, from 5 till 11. It'll be my first time and my friend is going to teach me everything like how to take orders and type it in and stuff. Fun fun.
 
I should update more on this thing, but I barely have the time and I just don't do interesting stuff anymore. I became boring =(
And now I go to bed.. another action that proves I'm boring because it's like 9.30 pm. =\

I can't be losing sleep over this, no, I can't 
And now I cannot stop pacing 
Give me a few hours and I'll have this all sorted out 
If  my mind would just stop racing 

Cause I cannot stand still
I can't be this unsturdy 
This cannot be happening 

This is over my head but underneath my feet 
Cause by tomorrow morning I'll have this thing beat 
And everything will be back to the way that it was 
I wish that it was just that easy 

Cause I'm waiting for tonight 
Then waiting for tomorrow 
And I'm somewhere in between 
Of what is real and just a dream 
Of what is real and just a dream 
Of what is real and just a dream 

Would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in 
Don't be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again 
I don't want to run away from this 
I know that I just don't need this 

Cause I cannot stand stil 
I can't be this unsturdy 
This cannot be happening 

Cause I'm waiting for tonight 
Then waiting for tomorrow 
And I'm somewhere in between 
Of what is real and just a dream 
Of what is real and just a dream 
Of what is real and just a dream 
Of what is real and just a dream ...

Learning about World War Two makes me cry.
Watching Titanic or Selena makes me cry.
Thinking about my familiy makes me cry.
Talking to Jasper makes me cry.

I think I'm emotionally fucked up.

Gahhh... It's been ages since I actually wrote something that looked near poetry. Maybe I forgot how to write.
Or maybe I forgot what it's like to feel.

Haaaa...
I went swimming with Raf yesterday. Hot, yes he is. Damn, his arms are.. -drool- and haha..yeah.
It was fun. He paid for me =D And we took an extra sauna thingy. Hell yeah! Hot hot hot!

I'm about to go to a party, just waiting for my friends to arrive so we can leave. I kinda not feel like it, but whatever. If you go avant 12.00 you get a free cocktail. Woot woot?

And I don't know what else is knew.. Unless you call ordering tickets for Rock Werchter (summer festival) news!

Whoooop!

Thank you, Alex!